He's a paramedic and I'm a security officer for the hospital he's contracted with.
When he sees me at work, provided nobody is around, he acts like he's my boyfriend, I'm his everything! But when it comes down to having a deep conversation about our relationship, he says he's not ready for anything official.
We aren't sleeping together or anything, but still we are very close.
I really know that I am falling for him, and most of the time he seems that way too. One tidbit of info that might be helpful is that he is not out and I am.
If you find this is something you cannot do, then perhaps this is not the relationship for you.
Dear Mona, I'm having a hard time with a situation and who better to turn to than you? One minute he talks like I am his, the next breath he is talking about the fact that he's not ready for an actual relationship.